I was reading through my emails just now to filter away all my unwanted mails as my mail box was over the limit and guess wad...

.... .... ....

I saw my LTB emails all over again ~SHUDDERS~

All the bad memories coming bad to me once again... all the stress, the tension, disapointment, shock, despair, betrayal and hurt came flooding back. It was really a tough time for my team and it was personally very trying for me being the team leader and all... sobz....

BTW i got a B- for LTB in de end...lol

Anyways, im so glad that term 1 is over and i made really good friends... nisa, melissa, karen, mao, rishi, christina... ... come to think of it, they were WORTH all the ordeal and so much more. I still lurve u guys to bits man... even though i don get to see many of u nowadays... :(

I will never forget the fateful meeting we had at GO, the bitching and preparation of our defence at the tables outside Mr Tea, my stats mid terms followed bythe damage control meeting wif prof and that day we we told to terminate our csp...

All of us waited n waited n waited in that GSR... ...

Some of us cried, others hid under the table while the rest (me included...lol) tired to play it cool. I remembered hysterical laughter too. We were shocked. All of us we at a lost....soaking in the reality of the situation and realising that so much had happened during our first term in school ... ...

It was wierd in the sense that there was so much hurt and pain in the air but at the same time there was hope, comfort and peace (from the fact that the burden of the CSP was finally lifted of our shoulders) mixed in the atmosphere.

Then the healing started. Food, music from nisa's guitar and the singing.... ... all the highly charged emotions... ... I have never seen a bunch of people so close together, holding onto one another, pulling each other up. Each of us provided comfort to one another in ways that were so personal. I for one felt that we were finally one. We were a TEAM. Where tears of sadness once flowed, it became tears of relief and comfort. It was so heart warming.

We have learnt alot and will continue to learn about ourselves and the people around us in the following months, years and decades to come. Hopefully, we will always hold the lessons learnt from our LTB saga close to our hearts.

We have since moved on. Many of us doing well i suppose. However, to those who are curently facing problems and those who will be facing problems ( me included...lol ), always think of that fateful time in that particular GSR with this bunch of extraordinary people and find the strength and comfort that you once found there.

With that, from the bottom of my heart, I wish all you guys and gals an excellent term ahead (even though it's already like week 5...lol ) and sincerely thank and salute you TEAM HeArtAid!!! :D

Here's Young, former Team HeArtAid Team leader cum Public Relations Officer cum Team Clown cum rabid hamster cum whatever have u not signing off... :D

Team HeArtAid (minus the chiongstress christina as usual...hahahahaha)